{Thursday, June 03, 2004: }

Zhen de hao ai hao ai ni ahHhHhHh..do u noe? diao~

Yu Jian

Ting jian dung tian de li kai
Wo zai mou nian mou yue sing guo lai
Wo siang wo deng wo ci dai
Wei lai jue bu neng ying chi an pai
Ying tian pang wan che chuang wai
Wei lai you yi ge ren zai deng dai
Xiang zuo xiang you xiang chian kan
Ai yao gua chee ge wan chai lai

Wo yu jian sui hui you zhen yang de dui bai
Wo deng de ren da zai duo yuan de wei lai
Wo ting chian feng lai chi di tie he ren hai
Wo pai chuo dui na zhe ai de hao ma pai

Ying tian pang wan che chuang wai
Wei lai you yi ge ren zai deng dai
Xiang zuo xiang you xiang chian kan
Ai yao gua chee ge wan chai lai

Wo yi jian sui hui you chem yang de dui bai
Wo deng de ren da zai duo yuan de wei lai
Wo ting chian feng lai chi di tie he ren hai
Wo pai chuo dui na zhe ai de hao ma pai

Wo wang chian fei, fei kwo yi pian shi jian hai
Wo men ye chang zai ai ching li shou shang hai
Wo kan zuo lu, meng de lu khou you dian zai
Wo yu jian ni shi zhui mei li de yi wai
Zhong you yi tian wo de mi di hui jie kai


xuan xuan coloured their world 11:07 PM
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{Wednesday, June 02, 2004: }

I'm so stupid.... TO LOVE N TO FORGIVE!!! is tat wat u suppose to beleive? i love him.. but i dunno how to appreciate him.. HE'S TOO GOOD TO B TRUE!!! but i juz treat him like shit.. did i??? i so sad now.. i feel my brain is a damn rotten shit.. y i cant b more sensible like wat i m in the past? is tat the more u love a person.. u will lose more? the more u wan, the harder u get? when i c his project in the past.. his motto => to love n to forgive.. i feel my heart broke.. i dunno how to noe his feelings.. juz using my half brain to tink.. I M SO STUPID!!!!!!!! crying didnt make much use.. where is my celeverness?? where is my sense?? haiz........i tot i trying to b gd by asking him how gd he is.. but it makes no difference.. to him.. he juz feel annoy.. m i wrong or the way i love a person is a wrong methods? there's no more romance feelings from us... coz i break his heart.. or shld i sae the way i approach makes him lose feelings? or juz i m tinking too much? i juz let it be n dun tink so miuch.. mayb is a way of improving relationships? y he love a gal? he's trying to find her dreamgal.. but didnt he's devoted type,didnt he love me b4? or.. is juz a lie tat he gifs from the start of the relationship? i'm so cheap as to tink he wans me? now.. he dun even wan to call me.. nor meet me.. is tat my fault? or juz tat he haf no intention to carry on the relationship after the 1st we meet? but.. he ask me help him do his cover page.. is juz tat i mean alot to him.. or juz tat he noe i'm IT student? i wan a romantic relationship.. i bet he is..but i'm a gal.. i cant ask so much.. i feel i'm priceless to ask a boy out.. summore force??? n end out nth..hai.. love nid understanding.. not force.. if he really loves me he'll call me instead of making excuses?? but..i'm not sensible enuff.. i always beleive his ecuses.. n now.. i juz realise it..LOVE IS PAIN..LOVE HURTS..love is troublesome..buit love is sweet when u noe how to handle.. loves is trust.. love is beautiful.. love is sexy. love is hugging.. i dun haf any love.. i'm juz the woman in the mirror.. not gonna come out forever.. love is juz a imagination to me.. no start or ending..no happy or sad. =)

xuan xuan coloured their world 3:18 PM
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